Yes!!!! My favorite weekend of every year. Also a busy weekend though. Git asked to perform all 3 nights of pride. Lebuzz tonight. And MSR on Friday and Saturday night. If you wanna see how me and my troupe do then come out and party with us this pride! Feel free to introduce yourself. In quite friendly. :)
Ran into several old friends. No incorrect pronouns from anyone that I heard! And the stares I attracted were very easy to shake off thanks to the awesome group of people I was with. :) Only major pitfall of the night: being denied access to Manor (a dance club/bar I had been to a few times before) because my “shorts were too baggy for girls, to fit their dress code.” Fuck you. Thankfully, I was with some super awesome people who were like fuck that! And then we dipped to a less judgmental bar.
My dysphoria has gotten so bad I’m having Nip/Tuck style nightmares. Where I choose really unfortunate household items to cut and doctor my own body as best as I can and then just sit there in pain and a couple of pounds lighter in my chest. I sit there thinking, the doctors will just have to fix it from what I’ve done and then it will be over. And I’ll feel better. It’s super messed up I know. But the nightmares and dysphoria gets worse everyday. Even in sleep I feel like my mind and body are suffocating me.