Posts tagged: trans
This picture makes me crave one of my favorite places in the world. I really hope I can get my chest surgery before summer is over this year and I miss out on being able to swim another year bc of my binder.
I miss the water.
ALL I DO IS WIN!!!!!!!
My winning number in MSR’s Drag Race Season 3! I won $500 for taking 1st and made almost $70 in tips, all for my top surgery fund. Not quite the $8K I’m shooting for but I’m gunna get there. Couldn’t be happier with this win though!
Please come out to My Sisters Room in Decatur to support me in their Drag Race Finals. The winner is picked from crowd applause. And the $500 I could win will be going toward my top surgery fund. I could use any and all support I can get. So please come out and cheer real loud. 10:30pm 1 night of fun for you can equal a lifetime of happiness for me.
Man, clearly I picked the wrong machine to use when I didn’t pick this one. Finding this would be quite nice for my top surgery fund.
I lost it again when I realized I had no pictures with him post starting my transition. So upsetting.
Only a week until mine and my friends chest surgery benefit drag show. And then just a few days later is a drag competition in Atlanta that I made it to the Finals for. If I win I will get $500. Its done solely off of crowd applause though. Which is incredibly nerve racking.
As these 2 very important events come closer I have found my anxiety level sky rocketing out the roof. I need to win. I need to perform well. It’s so important. I need some relief. I need chest surgery. I’m struggling to hold myself together under the pressure I am feeling.
Been having a really hard time with my dysphoria the past few months. Guess thats part of why I disappeared from tumblr land for awhile again. Also because I didnt have a computer, but I am up and running again. And in desperate need of a distraction from my thoughts. So thank you tumblr for giving me some laughs and something to take my mind of my obsessive thoughts of chest surgery. Maybe I should mandate tumblr time for myself everyday. Maybe it could help ease my mind.
When I’m a little less stressed I will do a real update/video about my physical transition.
Yep thats today.
Today while at work driving the van I was blasting Ke$ha and belting along. And I noticed my first voice change. I cant hit the same notes comfortably anymore, I strain and it hurts and it cracks. Im still so excited about it. I have been waiting for this for SOOOOOOOOOOO long. Thank you Testosterone. And thank you Ke$ha.
For T shot number 2. Im so ready.
